BATU 9 DISPENSARY

Just because I'm not believe in Him, doesn't mean that I am wrong. You think that I am wrong just because you think that you are right. You think that your religion is absolutely true. You forget that belief is not simply a knowledge. Respecting other people's opinion is what we call liberty.

~ Unsent letter to Hannah (2009)

Gosh! I'd really miss Vox...... Now, this sem's break is shall filled with nice moment. Snapping some pictures, writing some entries and poems, reading some materials, and hangin' out with my friends. Yeah !

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Don't call it as a mistake, but call it as a education
                        - Thomas Alva Edison (1847-1931)

I found it in a book entitled 'Dare To Fail' written by Billi Lim. It filled my this weekend, and help me went trough everything. I'm down, when I cannot taking course in psychology-- had to finish my diploma and degree in statistics in UiTM. Pursuing my dreams in clinical psychology is just a dream still. My plan is working in medical center in Terengganu after finishing the psychology course, living in Terengganu and building a career there is just a dream still. Everything is just a dream still. You know what, I'd dreamed to become a psychologist since I was form 3 in my high school in MARA Junior Science College (MJSC) Transkrian. Somehow, in UiTM, they don't have that course. Then I take the best second choice-- Statistics, and I have come so far. My envy can't describe how I loathe myself because ignoring my ultimate dream. Everytime I see the students of faculty of behavioral science in another university, I become jealous more and more. My friends adviced me that my job oppoturnity is high if I stay in UiTM with this course of statistics. I also had realised this matter. It is the best for me this time to stay in institute. Maybe choosing this course is a mistake, but it teaches me not to give up and learn to find a way. A way in facing the hardship, survive in this course, having great job for me as a statistician or whatsoever, and learning to appreciate the chance given. Maybe it is not too late to continue studying my interest after finishing my degree in statistics while busy with my career. If it is my mistake, then it would be my education.

Finally, I have the time to post even a little line on my blog. Am I really busy right now? It is a sham to say that I got a lot of work to do, because I always being lazy with my assignment. Ain't no jokes here, even I know that final exam shall comes in 3 weeks. Certainty is impossible on that result, unproving any of mine predicament. Face the sequences, or whatsoever, making me shimmering, driving me into the table full of calculus paper. Yes, I don't wanna be left behind anymore. So what the hell about this entry? So... lets say : maybe this is the... the pre-post.

What is the one habit you really want to break?
Submitted by The Cookie Jar.

Taking bath in a very long time... = p

Well, I'm now practicing my new hobby.... as far as I can tell, I only love this two pictures out of hundreds or more.

What do you wear to feel confident?
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I shall wear necklace, a black and white bangle with a black shirt. Coated with ves sweater and black jeans. Then, I take a pair of adidas white sneakers.

To do too much things often, I really can't hold it any longer. The probability of getting being scolded by my lecturer if and only if I don't finished my works is 100%. The probability of getting failed in exam if I am running away from my haunted calculus is 98%. The courage to face all this problems, even Mastercard can't solve it, neither me. Is it? One more, I met a girl. The probability of me being rejected by her is high, if and only if, I go to her asking her number and texting her some sweet SMS... without a good plan. I don't have the courage.

It's Monday morning
And I would kill for a chance to drive
Get so far away from here with you my dear
That I'll never leave your side
Nobody knows the troubles I've seen
In a van, on a soapbox for the world to see

Miles away, and I wish this didn't mean so much to me
To be a monument for the rest of them
Miles away, and I wish this didn't mean so much to me
To be a monument for the rest of them

We're getting older
I've started to fear for my life
is this the way that it should be?
this whole thing's riding on me
it's been a long road so far
with nowhere to turn
There's no looking back from here
no more dwelling on my fears

Miles away, and I wish this didn't mean so much to me
To be a monument for the rest of them
Miles away, and I wish this didn't mean so much to me
To be a monument for the rest of them

Twenty bucks says you'll remember me
When you see me on your TV screen
It may be the first time
But it won't be the last time

And I'll scream
so loud that everyone in this place
Will hear every word I say
'cause this is my time, this is my time to shine
let nothing stand in our way

Twenty bucks says you'll remember me
When you see me on your TV screen
It may be the first time
But it won't be the last time